Πέμπτη, 15 Σεπτεμβρίου 2011

Diary of a nobody...

 It's not that I'm jaded about life, but I'm struggling to see any good in people. I don't know why, but that's how I feel. Maybe that's because I've been expecting too much or I've given too much and the "vice versa" thing just didn't work for me.
 I've experienced things that made me come to this point of view. I've seen people refusing to help their friends, under the pretext that their help is not enough, just because they wanna get rid of the "burden". People who have denigrated the values that they have been standing up for, just because they wanna be accepted by people who may seem great, but they are actually poor and petty. People who demand to be your priority, but for them you are just an option, even the last one. People who are disingenuous, mean, liars, who envy, who don't appreciate.
 On the other hand, I can't be ungreatful. It's not only that I've been hobnobing people who are different, but I also have friends who proved that things are not always as bad as the seem to be. Friends that are here for me no matter what. Friends that tell me the truth, however much it hurts. Friends who are helpful, supportive, sincere and not fake.
 Despite this, it's hard for me to let anyone else in, to trust people. They say that I have really good social skills. I do. But the easier I get to know someone, the harder I consider him as a friend. Maybe, that's how I defend against people, even though I don't think I'm threatened by them. At least, not anymore...

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